But if you stay too long inside my memory, I will trap you in a song tied to a melody and I will keep you there so you can’t bother me.
“I miss you. Sometimes, I don’t know how accept how different everything is. I don’t know how to be angry at you or how to forgive you and I don’t know how to stop feeling ashamed or regretful of the mess we made together. You wanted to hurt me back well, dear friend, you have managed just that and I wonder if you ever spare a second for me, to think of what you did and the effect your actions had on my life. I will never stop missing the you from before. For you now, I can only find the words “be happy” and “disappear”.”
“What do I need from you? I don’t need anything from you except for you to be the man I thought you were when you were with me.”